[ It's hard to believe that it's only been practically three whole weeks (almost completely) since their arrival, but it is a given fact! So, when afternoon rolls around one of those days in this week, Argenti appears before Fray, petals encircling him and sparkling as the usual to invite him to race practice. This time he's sporting a different hair-style, though still in his signature armor.
When they finish up, Argenti gracefully leaps out of the go-kart, and he turns to face Fray, smile wide as the eye can see as he's practically sparkling, when he takes a pose, hand outstretched, with one at his side. ]
What do you think of it so far?
With each passing day do you feel ever the more confident under my humble guidance in understanding such machines? Do you feel the excitement of wind blowing through your... [ Wait, Fray's still wearing a helmet isn't he—Argenti almost certainly said hair, but he quickly pivots. ] ... armor? The exhilaration of Beauty that makes your heart race with joy and happiness as speeds surge towards numbers unknown that Idrila can only know! I also cannot help but be unable to contain my excitement, Fray! Truly, I am in good company...
But I digress, even if I imagine it cannot exactly compare to whenever we cross our weapons in combat, it certainly has its upsides, do you not think so?
[ Even if it is just a go-kart, Argenti's enthusiasm is off the charts, in almost the exact same as usual. ]
[Three weeks is an awful long time to be away from home and everything Fray finds so important, but there's little point in dwelling on it, so he simply doesn't. He focuses on what needs to be done here, even if that includes... "forming bonds". It could be going worse, anyway. His injury is healing well - Argenti's probably seen it since the initial bandaging, so he can trust that Fray's taking good care of himself - and everything seems to be going fine.
What's going significantly less fine is go-karting. Fray does not know how to go-kart. Do not let him drive. He has a need for speed and does not know the meaning of moderation. So hopefully Argenti was in control today (which still involves Fray not really using the brake for like. anything.) but he sounds amused when he responds after Argenti finally takes a break. (Truly, the yappiest of yappers.)]
There is something to be said for it, yes. I can understand why people would race chocobos, carts, and even boats, so I can certainly see the appeal of such a contraption.
[Sometimes you just like to go Fast.]
It seems you're in an even better mood than usual.
[ Argenti is going to next time let Fray go in with full reigns and I don't know what to tell you, but it's probably (absolutely) going to be a disaster and a half.
See, he has full faith in the man's ability to use the brakes, which is probably a bit of a mistake. ]
You know of chocobos as well? Lady Aerith mentioned those before—
[ Wait, wait, back up, there is the comment being made in his general direction. ]
Yes, I am! What is life without its joys and splendor? Without happiness? Without light and hope? Without Beauty and Idrila? [ Not that racing really has anything to do with Idrila. But yes, he loves to go fast; he's even twirling on one foot, and gesturing once again. ] It truly is freeing! And I am oh-so-fortunate that for once I get to share in the joy with someone else who rides steadfast beside me, stalwart, considerate, and always watchful to the end. Perhaps that is what elevates this even more!
One person taking their time to partake in such splendors may be called a momentary happiness. But upon two doing so together, it is a blessing! I shall look forward to having you attempt to drive next time. Surely you are ready to take the wheel, my fellow midnight knight?
...Though, I believe we should also celebrate our progress. Do you not agree?
It's becoming a slow fact of life that Sayaka is absolutely abysmal at almost every aspect of this. Opening up feels like too much to people who haven't earned it, like she could just end up teased. Made fun of, ignored or even worse. She's been so used to it over the years that keeping everything under a tight lid has certainly made it hard to try and open up. She's been receding a bit further into herself, especially since the Go-Kart incident happened--healing and helping is easy even if there's been a growing pain at her wrist from overuse, but...
If she gets discarded, there's nothing left for her. There's little she can do.
But she can get stronger. It's something she can affect herself, without anyone's help or input--sure, she has to keep balancing her job and helping around town, but it's all too easy to slip away and into the Nekiya on her own to beat up some of the monsters down there. Atropos has grown strong alongside her, and while it is reckless, she doesn't want to worry anyone. She wants to surprise them, to prove she can be strong, she just wants to be strong enough to not be afraid anymore, and she needs to get used to this or die trying.
Case and point, Sayaka takes her knife out of one of the Pixies that she was fighting against, watching it disappear as she shudders. She's...tired, definitely, but it's becoming easier.
(She doesn't know how to feel about that.)
Nonetheless, she's going to take a breath and stay on the ground for a moment, keeping her eyes ever peeled. It's not like anyone would have actually followed her down here, after all--and most of the others are probably busy. She's certain of this, but she's definitely been a lot more scarce than is normal. It's probably unnoticeable.]
[Sayaka is a curious case. After what she told him with regards to her situation, Fray has been keeping a closer eye on her, just to be safe. Not because he thinks she would hurt anyone here, but more because he thinks she's likely to hurt herself. Accidentally or otherwise.
It's a damn good thing too, because here she is in the Nekyia, alone. She's keeping an eye on her surroundings not to be caught unawares, but even so, it's dangerous here. Far too dangerous for one girl with a knife.
Fray approaches, making no attempt to hide his presence - the armor likely gives it away before his words do, but he speaks up regardless.]
Maizono. You're uninjured?
[That's the most pressing thing, so he waits for confirmation on that first.]
[Sayaka hears the armor coming before she sees him, and she's pretty sure she just felt her heart drop.
Shoot. She doesn't know how Fray will react to this--she has appreciated him looking out for her, that much is to be certain, but she doesn't want to disappoint him. It's why she's kept this private from everyone, but here she is, caught red handed, and her posture goes rigid as she startles, holding the knife close, but...
Okay. Her posture is rigid as she gets up, but she at least nods her head.]
I am, yes. I-I've been making sure that I don't.
[...She's trying so hard to not sound like a kid caught doing what she shouldn't--]
[ Maybe it's about a day after what has occurred with Jordi's dungeon when Argenti comes to find Fray, because maybe he's just in so much of a daze following all of that he can't even bear to face anyone just yet or talk properly. Which is to say, Argenti isn't sure he's fairing much better, but Self-Reflection isn't helping him any, and though he is terrible at accepting help, it does actually help that Fray told him he knew where to find him if he needed him.
But, he wants to be outside, so late at night he gets a text:
Fray, please meet me near community center.
~ Argenti
Whenever the man shows up, Argenti will guide them over to where there are a collection of trees and grass, and have them seated down. ]
I...wished to speak with you.
[ There's a pause, as if he needs to collect himself some. ]
...I wasn't certain how you were doing after that. And, I thought it would be good for the both of us.
To perhaps speak about what happened, that is.
[ It's phrased so much more awkwardly than how Argenti prefers for it to be, but all the same, he is trying. He hardly seeks out help for anything, though he has a feeling that, perhaps, it really is the same for Fray.
Maybe, it will work out. Except, he thought that about Jordi, and he recalls starkly what happened then. How long is he going to be keep being a fool for? ]
[Argenti doesn't get a text back, but it likely isn't a surprise at all that Fray shows up shortly. He's armed as always, that massive blade freshly cleaned after the battle and sharpened for the inevitable next confrontation and overall, Fray doesn't look any different from normal. He joins Argenti easily enough, sitting down beside him.]
...Yes, I believe so as well.
[It's a hesitant start. Truthfully, Fray would prefer not to speak on it and keep his focus ahead, but... well, that's part of the problem, isn't it? He scarcely spoke with anyone after—
No. No, that was V'rhas. Sometimes it's a bit difficult to separate the two of them.
He shakes his head as if to dismiss the thought.]
What happened to him was... [mmmngh] ...We should have been more careful. I am truly sorry for my part in it.
[Maybe it wasn't necessary to jump straight to fighting. Maybe they could have found another way around this that didn't end up with Jordi in such a position to be taken advantage of by that other being. Or maybe there's nothing they could have done - and that is perhaps the hardest idea to stomach.]
[ Well, it certainly isn't a surprise. It is funny, that even if he hadn't received a response via text that he had full faith the other man would come.
He closes his eyes at the thought. And then he hears the other man's voice, opening his eyes, turning to face Fray, gaze soft as well as considering, especially given what he says next.
There is the telltale feeling of guilt, something like sharp anger towards that creature, and deep sorrow, but...the tone that Fray uses feels reflective of that sorrow. Whatever anger is perhaps even potentially directed towards the self. ]
...At that time, we were would bound to be attacked, even if we did not throw the first blow, and even if we attempted to talk it out, I do have an unsettling feeling that the God of Conflict would have interceded nonetheless.
[ He feels wetness come at his eyes. Frustration, helplessness - the notion of failure. Argenti loathes it acutely - a Knight of Beauty failing to save someone? A dear friend, at that? He failed in so many levels. He is not used to failure. ]
That is why I cannot blame you. Not for anything that happened then. Not for this. Even if it feels like we should have been able to do more - to prevent that somehow.
[Sayaka's back pretty late from the hotpot fun--she definitely had quite the lovely time there, of course, and got herself full of enough veggies to meet her daily regimen and then some. It was a nice little break after everything that had happened, and a chance to decompress after everything happened. And...it was strangely freeing too, to be among genuine friends and get to share in their experiences--share her own with them, too.
Is this what freedom feels like? Is this what she's been afraid of, this entire time? She feels minor thorns and pricks from the managers that feel like they live rent free in her head, but they feel so much less now. It's...
Freeing. Freedom. More beautiful than she could have imagined.
But all of this isn't enough to have missed what happened with Fray earlier. She's a girl of her word if nothing else, and after putting away what she managed to get for Fray in the fridge, she goes upstairs, knocking on the door before unlocking it.]
Fray, I'm home! [Sayaka will go and take a look at him, at least, making sure he's in here--and smiles when she finds him.] I left you some stuff in the fridge, too--Shizuki-kun was really kind and helped me out with it.
[Sayaka is going to take a seat, though, as soon as she can. She is done with walking!!! For now.]
[Good girl, don't put any more pressure on that leg than you have to!! Fray is reading when she comes in, but he puts the book aside and turns his attention to her.]
You both have my thanks. I would say you needn't have gone to the trouble, but I know I couldn't have stopped you if I tried.
[Sayaka's just like that. She is good at making sure Fray's kept fed, at least. Sort of like a feral stray cat.]
I... [His eyes dart again. He doesn't like being asked so directly because it means he can't worm his way out of it.] ...will admit today was a bit more difficult than I would've liked.
[He pauses for a moment before deciding, hells, why not just say it.]
You've my apologies for that attack. It should've hit me instead.
[Fray's her favorite stray cat, what can she say!!]
Not even slightly.
[But that's certainly not the point of this, and Sayaka listens while getting her hairclips out of her hair. She watches his eyes dart and her brows knit again, concern taking hold. Fray must have been bothered by something really significant, but there's a part of her that wonders what, and...
...Oh.]
Wh--wait, you don't think that's your fault, do you, Fray?
[ Following the conclusion of that Palace, alongside the party itself, Argenti is finding himself easing slowly and carefully - as he can manage - back into some semblance of normalcy in the wake of everything. He has some things to settle in his own head, but at the same time, everything feels like it is somehow clearer in some senses. The human heart is never so simple, to be made fully simple and clean, but the fact that those shadows have been in some sense brought into the light, alongside the devotion he has witnessed so keenly...
It feels as if something inside of him has been reborn anew, and Argenti will chase these bright, beautiful flames wherever they may lead him. And today, they lead him here, straight to where his dearest Fray resides; perhaps it is because the air feels light, the sun shines up high beautifully, and the scent of affection is in the air. So, he knocks lightly upon the door, speaking brilliantly, sparkling much the same as he is wont to do. ]
Dear Fray, I hope I am not troubling you so.
I would like the opportunity to spend time with you in deepest confidence. Of course, it is always my deepest pleasure to be by your side, but I feel there is always much more we can talk when it is simply the two of us.
[ ...There is always entirely the possibility Fray isn't in his room, but it doesn't quite occur to him because he just swung by spontaneously. ]
[There's much to think about after the conclusion of Argenti's palace. Fray finally has to think about how he feels about leaving his helmet off around the others, and that involves figuring out what he should wear aside from his armor... and of course, there's the topic of Argenti himself. Fray has no regrets about what he said, but he is a little embarrassed in the aftermath of all of that. Being mercilessly teased by half the people in that palace over dinner was... nicer than he thought it'd be, in all honesty, but also quite embarrassing.
So he's been spending more time in his shared dorm room with Sayaka while he figures himself out. She's out today and he's currently getting ready to go out when he hears a knock at the door and a familiar voice. Fray's smiling even before Argenti keeps going, and the thought of what Argenti would have done if Fray had simply been out is pretty amusing, in all honesty.]
You never trouble me, you know.
[He gets the door, not bothering to put his helmet on.]
Come in; Sayaka is out, we have the room to ourselves for the time being.
[A good chance to talk privately about... well. All of that. There's quite a bit to discuss, after all.]
[ Argenti laughs softly when he hears Fray's voice, glad to hear it. Yes, he can certainly believe that with ease, so he easily accepts it, watching the door open, and reveal his beloved man before his very eyes. ]
...Yes, it would certainly be a rare day that I would, I imagine.
[ That said, he strolls into the room, looking around out of habit, before back towards Fray himself with a little smile on his face. ]
We probably should talk about ourselves in general, should we? I cannot say I have ever known what to do regarding something like this at all. I mean, it is clear that we know how we feel for one another, and that we are most certainly receptive of these feelings...
But, if there is ever anything else to wonder about, perhaps also would be our future, wouldn't it? And, ahem, if there are personal details you wish to communicate with me if you have not.
[ There's a flush to his cheeks because he is being a touch awkward here, but he is confident in that this is new territory for them both, so even if he is, they both will probably be together, and that is a comfort. ]
[ The two have been discussing certain matters at times, but finally, one of those seems to bear fruit upon one day, when the day has just begun.
This is in regards to a date, just between the both of them, of course. Something simple and nice in the grand scheme of things - a most wonderful opportunity for each of them to enjoy themselves with one another.
Today, when Argenti sets the time for the date for them to meet on the outskirts of the island, there he is, in a white frilly shirt, black pants, and black shoes. His hair is also pinned up, like how Fray saw that it was in the third week when they hung out for a bit following their practice in go-karting/racing. Argenti also has a little picnic basket with him because of course he has brought food - around this time no one else is around to bother them much since hardly people come out here.
So, maybe Fray shouldn't be too surprised when Argenti's face lights up like an excited puppy, and he bounds towards him in his general direction, already arms outstretched to envelope in a greeting hug. ]
Oh, my dearest Fray! It is most certainly lovely to see you! I feel I have been truly been blessed by all that is beautiful to have you here with me!
[ Argenti has done his best to look presentable and even fresher than usual (unnecessary, let's be real, he always looks amazing.) ]
How are you feeling? Excited? You did get enough rest, yes?
[This is the first time Fray has ever been on a date. He can't even pull from V'rhas's memories on the subject, because V'rhas has been too busy saving the world and FFXIV is not a dating sim. So Fray's spent far too long getting ready, making sure he looks presentable and arrives in a timely manner so as not to keep his beloved waiting.
Somehow, it hadn't occurred to him that Argenti would put just as much effort in, and end up even more stunning than usual. His radiance is nearly blinding, both because of that beautiful look of excitement and the change of clothes - not to mention his hair! He really did get incredibly lucky, didn't he...?
Anyway, Fray is wrapped up in a hug and he's quick to return it - it feels so different without his armor on. He's opted for a different sort of dark blue today, complete with slacks and dress shoes that he still feels a little uncomfortable in. Still, he's getting used to spending more time out of armor, and the simple ponytail he's tied his hair back in today is slightly different as well.]
As though I could be anything other than excited? I've been looking forward to this.
[He returns the hug eagerly, nuzzling against Argenti's jaw gently which causes his ears to flick a bit. Deal with it.]
Though you needn't worry about me so, you know. I would never dream of showing up sleep-deprived to our date.
[ V'rhas needs to get on making FFXIV a dating sim time for dates one day, but no one heard of the beautiful Knights of Beauty doing very much the same. Argenti himself never imagined getting into a proper relationship at all, though it is questionable if the other Knights of Beauty believed the same as well.
That being said, he happens to look upon Fray, smile soft and small as he observes the blues he's dressed with in intricate detail - someone else here has endeavored to prepare himself to show off in his own way. How beautiful comes the thought, certainly not bidden - more welcoming, for sure. He allows himself the full warmth of that embrace, sinking into it further, feeling something like a giddy happiness when the other nuzzles against his jaw softly, laughing a little. ]
I can feel it show through your actions as well... I must confess I did not expect any less.
[ Argenti returns the nuzzle with a surprise but warm kiss against those lips when he thinks he can sneak it in. Surprise! ]
Oh! I also see my dearest one has obtained quite the sense of humor. Or rather, has brought it out to play. That being said, I have to say that you look even more stunning today. The outfit you chose suits you well.
[ Yoon takes a good nap and tries to sleep off all of that, and while it's not a fruitless endeavor, he still feels pretty ache-y all over. God, this week has been so much and he is over it.
However, he still needs to eat, so he exits his room -- and on his way to the kitchen, he runs into a familiar cat man. ]
[Hey, Yoon. Fray is just sort of Looming, as he's prone to do despite his very average height. So when he spots Yoon, he approaches, golden eyes narrowed.]
[ A lot has happened as of late - particularly now, given that Argenti managed to help rescue Fray from the depths of the shadows that dared to try to eclipse his heart. He's helped the man back to his room, naturally, allowing him time to rest and recuperate. Following that, the Knight of Beauty will come back to Fray's room, to grant a soft knocking upon the door.
Before, when he might use formalities to communicate. Here, he has become...quite familiar, for obvious reasons. ]
Dearest Fray, it is I, your beloved one.
[ Though when he announces it like that, he feels his cheeks burn just a little.
Today he's also getting more into the habit of still wearing something more casual than armor whenever he sees his beloved Fray. A deep crimson long-sleeved turtle-neck shirt, black pants, and with accompanying black shoes. His hair is down as it usually is, though. ]
[Fray recognizes the knock even before the voice, though his face is already heating up at just that greeting. He gets the door with a smile, of course. He's swapped from his armor to more casual wear - a simple black vest over a white shirt, and black slacks and shoes. Even his casual wear is a little goth, though.]
Argenti. Please, come in.
[Sayaka's out right now, so it's just the two of us.]
[ So, a lot has happened in the past few weeks, culminating to a point where people are preparing for the last confrontation to be upon them in a heartbeat. This remains true for Argenti and Fray as well, having gone through many a spar as the weeks have gone by. No sense in allowing one's sword or spear to rust, after all.
As per the usual Argenti considers himself still a Knight, even with his changes, and a Knight does not make battle easy even for loved ones - especially not his dearest Dark Knight who would be insulted for him to make it a simple battle. His tactics still employ the tried and true method of 'attack at armored weak points' so if there's any lingering wounds, there may be some around the shoulder area or legs.
But, after working up a sweat, Argenti wipes his brow, smiling brightly and radiantly at his loved one. His heartbeat is swift, and excited; nothing feels sweeter than engaging Fray in a fight, the battle frenzy feeling like it makes him now wish to sweep his loved one off of his feet, into his arms. Or kissing him passionately. Though...now they're sweaty and all that, so. ]
Refreshing as always, my dearest Fray! Your moves are always a beautiful force of nature to behold.
...Though, I believe that we should have it at an end for now. We have been going for quite a long while as it is. Oh, but have you heard about this place nearby? It has something that they call a hotspring.
Shall we both check it out ourselves as a gift for our extraordinary activity?
[ Fortunately for them, it's nearby! Thanks mods ]
[Argenti is still a wonderfully powerful opponent, and one who keeps Fray on his toes. He's adapted quite a bit to fighting without his usual dark power, but even so he still struggles to land any serious hits on his boyfriend - though that's to be expected, as a serious hit from a greatsword would likely be near-fatal, even with armor. Still, he appreciates the practice, and today is hardly any different. His eyes are alight, and not just with their usual glow even as Argenti steps forward.]
As are yours. I still can scarcely keep up with you.
[He rests the greatsword back over his shoulder, inclining his head at that.]
A hotspring... I've heard of them before, but have never visited one. Yes, let's go see it for ourselves.
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week 3 midweek
When they finish up, Argenti gracefully leaps out of the go-kart, and he turns to face Fray, smile wide as the eye can see as he's practically sparkling, when he takes a pose, hand outstretched, with one at his side. ]
What do you think of it so far?
With each passing day do you feel ever the more confident under my humble guidance in understanding such machines? Do you feel the excitement of wind blowing through your... [ Wait, Fray's still wearing a helmet isn't he—Argenti almost certainly said hair, but he quickly pivots. ] ... armor? The exhilaration of Beauty that makes your heart race with joy and happiness as speeds surge towards numbers unknown that Idrila can only know! I also cannot help but be unable to contain my excitement, Fray! Truly, I am in good company...
But I digress, even if I imagine it cannot exactly compare to whenever we cross our weapons in combat, it certainly has its upsides, do you not think so?
[ Even if it is just a go-kart, Argenti's enthusiasm is off the charts, in almost the exact same as usual. ]
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What's going significantly less fine is go-karting. Fray does not know how to go-kart. Do not let him drive. He has a need for speed and does not know the meaning of moderation. So hopefully Argenti was in control today (which still involves Fray not really using the brake for like. anything.) but he sounds amused when he responds after Argenti finally takes a break. (Truly, the yappiest of yappers.)]
There is something to be said for it, yes. I can understand why people would race chocobos, carts, and even boats, so I can certainly see the appeal of such a contraption.
[Sometimes you just like to go Fast.]
It seems you're in an even better mood than usual.
[Argenti also likes to go Fast, huh.]
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See, he has full faith in the man's ability to use the brakes, which is probably a bit of a mistake. ]
You know of chocobos as well? Lady Aerith mentioned those before—
[ Wait, wait, back up, there is the comment being made in his general direction. ]
Yes, I am! What is life without its joys and splendor? Without happiness? Without light and hope? Without Beauty and Idrila? [ Not that racing really has anything to do with Idrila. But yes, he loves to go fast; he's even twirling on one foot, and gesturing once again. ] It truly is freeing! And I am oh-so-fortunate that for once I get to share in the joy with someone else who rides steadfast beside me, stalwart, considerate, and always watchful to the end. Perhaps that is what elevates this even more!
One person taking their time to partake in such splendors may be called a momentary happiness. But upon two doing so together, it is a blessing! I shall look forward to having you attempt to drive next time. Surely you are ready to take the wheel, my fellow midnight knight?
...Though, I believe we should also celebrate our progress. Do you not agree?
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week 5 start of week
It's becoming a slow fact of life that Sayaka is absolutely abysmal at almost every aspect of this. Opening up feels like too much to people who haven't earned it, like she could just end up teased. Made fun of, ignored or even worse. She's been so used to it over the years that keeping everything under a tight lid has certainly made it hard to try and open up. She's been receding a bit further into herself, especially since the Go-Kart incident happened--healing and helping is easy even if there's been a growing pain at her wrist from overuse, but...
If she gets discarded, there's nothing left for her. There's little she can do.
But she can get stronger. It's something she can affect herself, without anyone's help or input--sure, she has to keep balancing her job and helping around town, but it's all too easy to slip away and into the Nekiya on her own to beat up some of the monsters down there. Atropos has grown strong alongside her, and while it is reckless, she doesn't want to worry anyone. She wants to surprise them, to prove she can be strong, she just wants to be strong enough to not be afraid anymore, and she needs to get used to this or die trying.
Case and point, Sayaka takes her knife out of one of the Pixies that she was fighting against, watching it disappear as she shudders. She's...tired, definitely, but it's becoming easier.
(She doesn't know how to feel about that.)
Nonetheless, she's going to take a breath and stay on the ground for a moment, keeping her eyes ever peeled. It's not like anyone would have actually followed her down here, after all--and most of the others are probably busy. She's certain of this, but she's definitely been a lot more scarce than is normal. It's probably unnoticeable.]
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It's a damn good thing too, because here she is in the Nekyia, alone. She's keeping an eye on her surroundings not to be caught unawares, but even so, it's dangerous here. Far too dangerous for one girl with a knife.
Fray approaches, making no attempt to hide his presence - the armor likely gives it away before his words do, but he speaks up regardless.]
Maizono. You're uninjured?
[That's the most pressing thing, so he waits for confirmation on that first.]
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Shoot. She doesn't know how Fray will react to this--she has appreciated him looking out for her, that much is to be certain, but she doesn't want to disappoint him. It's why she's kept this private from everyone, but here she is, caught red handed, and her posture goes rigid as she startles, holding the knife close, but...
Okay. Her posture is rigid as she gets up, but she at least nods her head.]
I am, yes. I-I've been making sure that I don't.
[...She's trying so hard to not sound like a kid caught doing what she shouldn't--]
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sometime post-jordi dungeon
But, he wants to be outside, so late at night he gets a text:
Fray, please meet me near community center.
~ Argenti
Whenever the man shows up, Argenti will guide them over to where there are a collection of trees and grass, and have them seated down. ]
I...wished to speak with you.
[ There's a pause, as if he needs to collect himself some. ]
...I wasn't certain how you were doing after that. And, I thought it would be good for the both of us.
To perhaps speak about what happened, that is.
[ It's phrased so much more awkwardly than how Argenti prefers for it to be, but all the same, he is trying. He hardly seeks out help for anything, though he has a feeling that, perhaps, it really is the same for Fray.
Maybe, it will work out. Except, he thought that about Jordi, and he recalls starkly what happened then. How long is he going to be keep being a fool for? ]
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...Yes, I believe so as well.
[It's a hesitant start. Truthfully, Fray would prefer not to speak on it and keep his focus ahead, but... well, that's part of the problem, isn't it? He scarcely spoke with anyone after—
No. No, that was V'rhas. Sometimes it's a bit difficult to separate the two of them.
He shakes his head as if to dismiss the thought.]
What happened to him was... [mmmngh] ...We should have been more careful. I am truly sorry for my part in it.
[Maybe it wasn't necessary to jump straight to fighting. Maybe they could have found another way around this that didn't end up with Jordi in such a position to be taken advantage of by that other being. Or maybe there's nothing they could have done - and that is perhaps the hardest idea to stomach.]
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He closes his eyes at the thought. And then he hears the other man's voice, opening his eyes, turning to face Fray, gaze soft as well as considering, especially given what he says next.
There is the telltale feeling of guilt, something like sharp anger towards that creature, and deep sorrow, but...the tone that Fray uses feels reflective of that sorrow. Whatever anger is perhaps even potentially directed towards the self. ]
...At that time, we were would bound to be attacked, even if we did not throw the first blow, and even if we attempted to talk it out, I do have an unsettling feeling that the God of Conflict would have interceded nonetheless.
[ He feels wetness come at his eyes. Frustration, helplessness - the notion of failure. Argenti loathes it acutely - a Knight of Beauty failing to save someone? A dear friend, at that? He failed in so many levels. He is not used to failure. ]
That is why I cannot blame you. Not for anything that happened then. Not for this. Even if it feels like we should have been able to do more - to prevent that somehow.
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post hotpot party
Is this what freedom feels like? Is this what she's been afraid of, this entire time? She feels minor thorns and pricks from the managers that feel like they live rent free in her head, but they feel so much less now. It's...
Freeing. Freedom. More beautiful than she could have imagined.
But all of this isn't enough to have missed what happened with Fray earlier. She's a girl of her word if nothing else, and after putting away what she managed to get for Fray in the fridge, she goes upstairs, knocking on the door before unlocking it.]
Fray, I'm home! [Sayaka will go and take a look at him, at least, making sure he's in here--and smiles when she finds him.] I left you some stuff in the fridge, too--Shizuki-kun was really kind and helped me out with it.
[Sayaka is going to take a seat, though, as soon as she can. She is done with walking!!! For now.]
...Are you feeling okay?
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You both have my thanks. I would say you needn't have gone to the trouble, but I know I couldn't have stopped you if I tried.
[Sayaka's just like that. She is good at making sure Fray's kept fed, at least. Sort of like a feral stray cat.]
I... [His eyes dart again. He doesn't like being asked so directly because it means he can't worm his way out of it.] ...will admit today was a bit more difficult than I would've liked.
[He pauses for a moment before deciding, hells, why not just say it.]
You've my apologies for that attack. It should've hit me instead.
[...even fray gets tankxiety, ok,,,]
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Not even slightly.
[But that's certainly not the point of this, and Sayaka listens while getting her hairclips out of her hair. She watches his eyes dart and her brows knit again, concern taking hold. Fray must have been bothered by something really significant, but there's a part of her that wonders what, and...
...Oh.]
Wh--wait, you don't think that's your fault, do you, Fray?
[Oh, Sayaka is absolutely fretting at him now.]
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nebulous couple of days post-palace;
It feels as if something inside of him has been reborn anew, and Argenti will chase these bright, beautiful flames wherever they may lead him. And today, they lead him here, straight to where his dearest Fray resides; perhaps it is because the air feels light, the sun shines up high beautifully, and the scent of affection is in the air. So, he knocks lightly upon the door, speaking brilliantly, sparkling much the same as he is wont to do. ]
Dear Fray, I hope I am not troubling you so.
I would like the opportunity to spend time with you in deepest confidence. Of course, it is always my deepest pleasure to be by your side, but I feel there is always much more we can talk when it is simply the two of us.
[ ...There is always entirely the possibility Fray isn't in his room, but it doesn't quite occur to him because he just swung by spontaneously. ]
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So he's been spending more time in his shared dorm room with Sayaka while he figures himself out. She's out today and he's currently getting ready to go out when he hears a knock at the door and a familiar voice. Fray's smiling even before Argenti keeps going, and the thought of what Argenti would have done if Fray had simply been out is pretty amusing, in all honesty.]
You never trouble me, you know.
[He gets the door, not bothering to put his helmet on.]
Come in; Sayaka is out, we have the room to ourselves for the time being.
[A good chance to talk privately about... well. All of that. There's quite a bit to discuss, after all.]
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...Yes, it would certainly be a rare day that I would, I imagine.
[ That said, he strolls into the room, looking around out of habit, before back towards Fray himself with a little smile on his face. ]
We probably should talk about ourselves in general, should we? I cannot say I have ever known what to do regarding something like this at all. I mean, it is clear that we know how we feel for one another, and that we are most certainly receptive of these feelings...
But, if there is ever anything else to wonder about, perhaps also would be our future, wouldn't it? And, ahem, if there are personal details you wish to communicate with me if you have not.
[ There's a flush to his cheeks because he is being a touch awkward here, but he is confident in that this is new territory for them both, so even if he is, they both will probably be together, and that is a comfort. ]
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3/3 this is so extra and i'm gomen
why would you ever apologize i love it
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date time~
This is in regards to a date, just between the both of them, of course. Something simple and nice in the grand scheme of things - a most wonderful opportunity for each of them to enjoy themselves with one another.
Today, when Argenti sets the time for the date for them to meet on the outskirts of the island, there he is, in a white frilly shirt, black pants, and black shoes. His hair is also pinned up, like how Fray saw that it was in the third week when they hung out for a bit following their practice in go-karting/racing. Argenti also has a little picnic basket with him because of course he has brought food - around this time no one else is around to bother them much since hardly people come out here.
So, maybe Fray shouldn't be too surprised when Argenti's face lights up like an excited puppy, and he bounds towards him in his general direction, already arms outstretched to envelope in a greeting hug. ]
Oh, my dearest Fray! It is most certainly lovely to see you! I feel I have been truly been blessed by all that is beautiful to have you here with me!
[ Argenti has done his best to look presentable and even fresher than usual (unnecessary, let's be real, he always looks amazing.) ]
How are you feeling? Excited? You did get enough rest, yes?
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and FFXIV is not a dating sim. So Fray's spent far too long getting ready, making sure he looks presentable and arrives in a timely manner so as not to keep his beloved waiting.Somehow, it hadn't occurred to him that Argenti would put just as much effort in, and end up even more stunning than usual. His radiance is nearly blinding, both because of that beautiful look of excitement and the change of clothes - not to mention his hair! He really did get incredibly lucky, didn't he...?
Anyway, Fray is wrapped up in a hug and he's quick to return it - it feels so different without his armor on. He's opted for a different sort of dark blue today, complete with slacks and dress shoes that he still feels a little uncomfortable in. Still, he's getting used to spending more time out of armor, and the simple ponytail he's tied his hair back in today is slightly different as well.]
As though I could be anything other than excited? I've been looking forward to this.
[He returns the hug eagerly, nuzzling against Argenti's jaw gently which causes his ears to flick a bit. Deal with it.]
Though you needn't worry about me so, you know. I would never dream of showing up sleep-deprived to our date.
[It's said humorously, of course.]
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FFXIV a dating simtime for dates one day, but no one heard of the beautiful Knights of Beauty doing very much the same. Argenti himself never imagined getting into a proper relationship at all, though it is questionable if the other Knights of Beauty believed the same as well.That being said, he happens to look upon Fray, smile soft and small as he observes the blues he's dressed with in intricate detail - someone else here has endeavored to prepare himself to show off in his own way. How beautiful comes the thought, certainly not bidden - more welcoming, for sure. He allows himself the full warmth of that embrace, sinking into it further, feeling something like a giddy happiness when the other nuzzles against his jaw softly, laughing a little. ]
I can feel it show through your actions as well... I must confess I did not expect any less.
[ Argenti returns the nuzzle with a surprise but warm kiss against those lips when he thinks he can sneak it in. Surprise! ]
Oh! I also see my dearest one has obtained quite the sense of humor. Or rather, has brought it out to play. That being said, I have to say that you look even more stunning today. The outfit you chose suits you well.
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post-kirumi palace
However, he still needs to eat, so he exits his room -- and on his way to the kitchen, he runs into a familiar cat man. ]
Ah- Fray...
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Yoon. You are mostly unharmed now?
[Did you get enough healing? Do you need more??]
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[ Which he is so glad for because imagine dragging out a human chew toy from the Nekyia into the real world- ]
How about you? Are you doing okay?
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Sometime Post-Fray Palace
Before, when he might use formalities to communicate. Here, he has become...quite familiar, for obvious reasons. ]
Dearest Fray, it is I, your beloved one.
[ Though when he announces it like that, he feels his cheeks burn just a little.
Today he's also getting more into the habit of still wearing something more casual than armor whenever he sees his beloved Fray. A deep crimson long-sleeved turtle-neck shirt, black pants, and with accompanying black shoes. His hair is down as it usually is, though. ]
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Argenti. Please, come in.
[Sayaka's out right now, so it's just the two of us.]
Make yourself at home.
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Final Week Activity ~ Spring in Autumn
As per the usual Argenti considers himself still a Knight, even with his changes, and a Knight does not make battle easy even for loved ones - especially not his dearest Dark Knight who would be insulted for him to make it a simple battle. His tactics still employ the tried and true method of 'attack at armored weak points' so if there's any lingering wounds, there may be some around the shoulder area or legs.
But, after working up a sweat, Argenti wipes his brow, smiling brightly and radiantly at his loved one. His heartbeat is swift, and excited; nothing feels sweeter than engaging Fray in a fight, the battle frenzy feeling like it makes him now wish to sweep his loved one off of his feet, into his arms. Or kissing him passionately. Though...now they're sweaty and all that, so. ]
Refreshing as always, my dearest Fray! Your moves are always a beautiful force of nature to behold.
...Though, I believe that we should have it at an end for now. We have been going for quite a long while as it is. Oh, but have you heard about this place nearby? It has something that they call a hotspring.
Shall we both check it out ourselves as a gift for our extraordinary activity?
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As are yours. I still can scarcely keep up with you.
[He rests the greatsword back over his shoulder, inclining his head at that.]
A hotspring... I've heard of them before, but have never visited one. Yes, let's go see it for ourselves.
[Surely nothing untoward will happen there!!]
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if it isn't clear now, this thread is nsfw
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