[It gets a soft sound of assent from him; feelings suck so much, damn. But if he has to do this, he'd rather do it with Sayaka, who at least won't judge him for fumbling around in the dark like this.]
Right now, all I want to do is fight until I can stop thinking.
[Usually Fray is a little more put-together, but that sounds rather petulant; a little more like the young adult he actually is.]
The more lost in my head I get, the further I stray from what is truly important. We're all in this mess together, and I don't want to forget that.
Sayaka loses the battle of will to not giggle a bit at the petulance, she's so sorry Fray--]
I-I promise-- [Sayaka seeks to clarify, just because of who she is.] I'm not laughing at you. That was just...refreshingly selfish of you, I think. If I didn't need to rest, I'd offer to take you up on that...
But you definitely won't. That isn't the sort of thing you'd allow of yourself.
[The giggling does die down, though.]
I could go for some sweets right about now myself, so you're definitely not alone in the selfish thoughts.
It's okay. You don't have to apologize for it; I think that's just going to be a natural part of...well, me.
[But she gets it. Honestly, the fact that she learned that most people don't heavily self reflect and scrutinize every action of theirs was so eye opening. Enviable, really, to not think.]
I'm probably going to turn in shortly, but if there's anything else you want to talk about, I'm here for you. Always will be. But please feel free to do whatever you need to; you know me by now.
[Once Sayaka's out, she's out like a damn light. A shocking thing after murderschool, really, but she's always just kind of slept deeply. So if he needs to do anything, he doesn't need to worry.
...Also god she's probably so off her sleep schedule, this is going to be hilarious considering Argenti's palace. So much about resting--]
[He leaves the thinking to V'rhas (this is a lie, V'rhas also does not think), it's fiiiine.]
I appreciate it, far more than words can say.
[He gently squeezes her hand before letting go.]
This is more than enough for now. Thank you for listening, and for worrying. You need to rest; get some sleep, Sayaka.
[Admittedly he needs to go to bed too, but he'll wait until after she's gone to bed, as he usually does. And then we'll be dragged into yet another palace because we can't have nice things—]
Always glad to... [Yaaaawn.] You get some good sleep too, whenever you decide to.
Good night, Fray.
[It thankfully won't take her too long, once she's on her side and curls up with a blanket; she's always been used to sleeping with bright lights and lots of sound nearby, and it probably won't take her very long to doze right off.]
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Right now, all I want to do is fight until I can stop thinking.
[Usually Fray is a little more put-together, but that sounds rather petulant; a little more like the young adult he actually is.]
The more lost in my head I get, the further I stray from what is truly important. We're all in this mess together, and I don't want to forget that.
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Sayaka loses the battle of will to not giggle a bit at the petulance, she's so sorry Fray--]
I-I promise-- [Sayaka seeks to clarify, just because of who she is.] I'm not laughing at you. That was just...refreshingly selfish of you, I think. If I didn't need to rest, I'd offer to take you up on that...
But you definitely won't. That isn't the sort of thing you'd allow of yourself.
[The giggling does die down, though.]
I could go for some sweets right about now myself, so you're definitely not alone in the selfish thoughts.
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There's only so much self-reflection I can do in a single day before I get tired of it.
[But he's calmed down quite a bit since they started talking, so this has clearly done some good.]
Thank you for listening, although I truly am sorry for worrying you.
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[But she gets it. Honestly, the fact that she learned that most people don't heavily self reflect and scrutinize every action of theirs was so eye opening. Enviable, really, to not think.]
I'm probably going to turn in shortly, but if there's anything else you want to talk about, I'm here for you. Always will be. But please feel free to do whatever you need to; you know me by now.
[Once Sayaka's out, she's out like a damn light. A shocking thing after murderschool, really, but she's always just kind of slept deeply. So if he needs to do anything, he doesn't need to worry.
...Also god she's probably so off her sleep schedule, this is going to be hilarious considering Argenti's palace. So much about resting--]
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I appreciate it, far more than words can say.
[He gently squeezes her hand before letting go.]
This is more than enough for now. Thank you for listening, and for worrying. You need to rest; get some sleep, Sayaka.
[Admittedly he needs to go to bed too, but he'll wait until after she's gone to bed, as he usually does. And then we'll be dragged into yet another palace because we can't have nice things—]
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Good night, Fray.
[It thankfully won't take her too long, once she's on her side and curls up with a blanket; she's always been used to sleeping with bright lights and lots of sound nearby, and it probably won't take her very long to doze right off.]