It is, and 'm sick and tired of it! I keep yelling about how I'm as human as anyone else, but I'm not, am I?! I'm just a freak... I'm dangerous... and stupid... some dog to keep chained up until you... until you need him...
[ Which is traumatically similar to Izou's problems, but at least Izou got to be human until the end! Fffuck, here comes the tears again. ]
This all just proves it... my nature is nothing but a beast... a fuckin' wolf, a hellhound, whatever. Doesn't fuckin' matter which, the message is clear, y'know? It's not like I haven't tried! Everything was fine until we had to stay in the city! Didn't have to deal with normal humans... staring... refusing to be around me... didn't have to sleep indoors all the time or... or follow all their shitty ass rules...
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[ Which is traumatically similar to Izou's problems, but at least Izou got to be human until the end! Fffuck, here comes the tears again. ]
This all just proves it... my nature is nothing but a beast... a fuckin' wolf, a hellhound, whatever. Doesn't fuckin' matter which, the message is clear, y'know? It's not like I haven't tried! Everything was fine until we had to stay in the city! Didn't have to deal with normal humans... staring... refusing to be around me... didn't have to sleep indoors all the time or... or follow all their shitty ass rules...