[ Argenti may have high hopes himself, which might honestly be selfish, but their beginning conversation went so well, and she didn't like say he was demonspawn or anything like that so he doesn't think it's impossible, even in the worst case.
Which may be delusional in some instances, he recognizes, yet all the same he doesn't know if he doesn't try to just continue to be himself.
Even if it is hopeless. Ironically enough, though her comment about the oaths make him nod. ]
We swear ourselves to chivalry - those of the Knights of Beauty, and various oaths. Such as to exterminate evil, to the idea of mercy, to honesty, as well as an oath to keep ourselves in poverty, and various other ones.
[ He's keeping it short because she mentioned Idrila and so he immediately turns his attention to that. He thrusts outwards to the sky and suddenly petals are swirling around him alongside sparkles. ]
...To phrase it more accurately, she is my goddess, and the one to all of those who follow the Path of Beauty. She is the Aeon of Beauty, and represents it in every sense of the word. All those who follow her Path are Blessed by her power, and her grace.
As a Knight of Beauty and as her ardent follow, I endeavor to spread her name as well as protect the nature of Beauty across the universe. This means upholding that code of chivalry I have spoken to you, to never stray from my Path, to always raise up others whenever I can, to save those who need a helping hand, and to ultimately make sure that beautiful light that exists in the many wonderful, yet radiant aspects of life that we witness never goes out!
It certainly is! It is not for everyone - or rather, being a Knight of Beauty isn't.
...Even if I would like very much for those to consider following the Path of Beauty.
[ There are reasons for that! Argenti thinks, perhaps, it takes a certain kind of dedication at times, even if it isn't always necessarily needed for someone to be as intense as himself about it. ]
I once heard about the Knights of Beauty while I was residing on my home planet and became enamored with the stories, as well as their deeds. Even if the group originated from an entirely different planet, they were like radiant stars to myself back then! I had wondered if I could achieve what they could. Helping people, without selfishly turning their backs on them, and devoting themselves single-mindedly as well as blindly to a goddess that pleasantly showed them on a righteous, yet beautiful path...
[ So he's from a world that's perfected space travel, isn't he? As far as Aerith knows, that hasn't been accomplished by Shinra just yet (and also because Cid's space backstory wasn't in Rebirth). ]
How'd you hear about them? Do they travel from planet to planet?
[ Argenti confirms right away, because he has no issues doing so. He kind of forgets from time to time other people do not do space travel, but he is always happy to talk about it.
Exhibit A: ]
You would also be correct that they do travel from planet to planet. That is indeed how I heard of them. I suppose it became like that due to the fact that Idrila went missing one day, and so in order to find her, as well as protect and spread Beauty across the universe, those of the Knights of Beauty must have started to travel throughout space itself. The same goes for the Mirror Holders, as well.
Oh, and I am not entirely sure if space travel is common where you're from, however it certainly is in my universe!
[ Argenti smiles at that and shakes his head, composure returning swiftly. ]
I think I was simply just caught off-guard! I have no trouble answering, and, in fact...
...Well...to be frank, a Knight of Beauty must always be duty bound to make their journeys alone.
I do happen to go long stretches of time without contact of my friends at times, so they know not to miss me too much.
[ As for his family, Argenti does not really see reason to speak on it; he thinks in the end, answering on the portion regarding his friends is far easier. ]
[ Argenti smiles a little at that. Yeah...he hopes so. ]
Perhaps a normal amount. I would not want to make them be so sad by my absence, even so.
[ But, he supposes it may be normal, no? He certainly can't control their emotions...part of how people experience their own feelings individually is also something beautiful. Though, he pauses at the question, as if searching for it within himself.
Next, he simply offers her another smile in turn. ]
I am accustomed to a solitary journey. The fact that I must take it by myself at times does not bother me.
Well... if you say you're not bothered by it, then I believe you!
[ Even though she still wonders if he might get lonely from time to time, but that's something personal for him to deal with and none of her business. ]
It looks like you don't have any regrets when it comes to the path you're on anyway, which is what really matters.
[ Argenti seems to be at least happy that she has faith in him ... somewhere.
So he offers her a brighter smile at this. ]
I appreciate it!
[ But, he also grants a nod. ]
All the same, you are correct in that I walk this path with no regrets. Difficulties will naturally abound, but I am prepared for those. I believe that goes the same for most people, does it not?
To an extent, I think. Not everyone is as dedicated as you are.
[ Because really, Argenti's ability to push through difficulties is stronger than the average person's. She's seen it firsthand when he bore the brunt of criticisms at that meeting. ]
Lots of people are scared to do things because it'll be hard.
[ Argenti says softly...maybe, it's true. He doesn't know.
It isn't too egotistical to admit that others are not as dedicated as he is, right? ...No, it isn't, though he gets stuck on that for a bit - struggles with it, just looking at it from his own point of view. After a moment, he does nod, though. ]
You're correct. A lot of people refrain from taking on certain actions because of the difficulty.
Unfortunately, it doesn't end up making what is necessary to do go away. Though, people can have reasonable decisions for being scared or hesitating. I do not have that kind of leeway, even if I understand why other people would.
I kinda relate to that, actually. I'm scared that I won't be able to save the planet, or that it'll be so hard that I don't know what to do... but I'm not letting that stop me either.
[ It's an entirely different situation, a planet dying versus a goddess missing... yet she still understands what he means. ]
I feel like I owe it to my friends and to everyone I care about to at least try. Who else is gonna step up anyway?
Honestly, the situations are wildly different, but he thinks due to the nature of what they are, the two of them can in fact reach mutual understanding. In fact, his eyes brighten at bit at her words. ]
I admit, even I have felt trepidation during my journey to find my missing Aeon, but have known well to push pass it for the same reason you had - in that 'no one else is going to step up', to be exact. Except, of course, for other Knights, but it is still apt, I believe.
As it is, yours is quite a difficult burden indeed. Not many would be willing to take such a heavy weight on their shoulders due to the insurmountable effort required in such a scenario.
You have your friends to assist you well. People that support you all the same, though the entirety of the world's fate is more in your hands rather than those unable to lend a hand. Which, considering everything, is more incentive for you to act and have essentially no leeway whatsoever to do otherwise. But, it still takes quite a bit to do so in the first place.
So, in the end, even if our situations are so radically different, I feel that you relating to my own is rather...well, fitting? We both have our own reasons for following ardently our duties.
And I suppose you would know very well how some people may not even understand that at all.
I sure do. Not everyone gets it, or is even willing to try to understand.
[ Which, on some level she also gets that. There are plenty of people out there content to carry on in their regular lives, and Aerith can't fault them for that whatsoever. ]
It's kinda funny, isn't it? That we get each other on that level, even though I don't know if I can relate to anything that you actually do. I can't even imagine being a space traveling knight...
[ Argenti grants a nod at this, smiling gently, but also in a clearly understanding manner...no pun intended.
People have their own reasons for it, so he too wouldn't exactly find much fault in it, if at all (situation depending, but for the most part, yes.) Speaking of which... ]
...I really can't imagine you as one either. Not that I do not think you would make a terrible Knight! But, I do get your point as well, do not worry.
Though, I believe I can relate to at least something that you do - that is, adhering to a strong sense of duty.
A suit of armor like yours definitely doesn't suit me like it does you.
[ She smiles, a small, teasing glint in her eyes. ]
But I guess that's why we get along so well, isn't it? We both feel strongly about our own roles and the way we play them... and the things we're expected to do.
[ And in Argenti's case, sometimes that means killing people. ]
[ If anything, Argenti manages to direct a smile that is equal parts warm, but also gentle at hearing what she says, hope stirred again.
It's comforting, and he hopes desperately that will continue to remain the case. That at least they can be pleasant to one another, despite everything. ]
...I shall consider myself fortunate that you do, Lady Aerith.
After all, I do enjoy and cherish your presence well, and wish to have the opportunity to continue to speak with you, no matter what has happened.
[ No matter what may happen, as well.
That being said, he turns to face her, looking at her with a thoughtful expression. He feels like somehow, even if they have said that they understood each other well, by virtue of this conversation...he's come to understand her better, and so he stops in his pace. ]
...That said, I believe that we should make our way back. I do not wish to take all of your time away for the day. But, I am also most grateful that you decided to meet out with me here.
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Which may be delusional in some instances, he recognizes, yet all the same he doesn't know if he doesn't try to just continue to be himself.
Even if it is hopeless. Ironically enough, though her comment about the oaths make him nod. ]
We swear ourselves to chivalry - those of the Knights of Beauty, and various oaths. Such as to exterminate evil, to the idea of mercy, to honesty, as well as an oath to keep ourselves in poverty, and various other ones.
[ He's keeping it short because she mentioned Idrila and so he immediately turns his attention to that. He thrusts outwards to the sky and suddenly petals are swirling around him alongside sparkles. ]
...To phrase it more accurately, she is my goddess, and the one to all of those who follow the Path of Beauty. She is the Aeon of Beauty, and represents it in every sense of the word. All those who follow her Path are Blessed by her power, and her grace.
As a Knight of Beauty and as her ardent follow, I endeavor to spread her name as well as protect the nature of Beauty across the universe. This means upholding that code of chivalry I have spoken to you, to never stray from my Path, to always raise up others whenever I can, to save those who need a helping hand, and to ultimately make sure that beautiful light that exists in the many wonderful, yet radiant aspects of life that we witness never goes out!
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Petals? Sparkles? She takes a half-step back. Huh. So this Idrila lady is serious business, isn't she? ]
Wow, sounds like following her is intense.
[ Not a bad thing at all! But now it has her curious. ]
What made you decide to devote yourself to her?
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...Even if I would like very much for those to consider following the Path of Beauty.
[ There are reasons for that! Argenti thinks, perhaps, it takes a certain kind of dedication at times, even if it isn't always necessarily needed for someone to be as intense as himself about it. ]
I once heard about the Knights of Beauty while I was residing on my home planet and became enamored with the stories, as well as their deeds. Even if the group originated from an entirely different planet, they were like radiant stars to myself back then! I had wondered if I could achieve what they could. Helping people, without selfishly turning their backs on them, and devoting themselves single-mindedly as well as blindly to a goddess that pleasantly showed them on a righteous, yet beautiful path...
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...And, it gave him hope, when he needed it. ]
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[ So he's from a world that's perfected space travel, isn't he? As far as Aerith knows, that hasn't been accomplished by Shinra just yet (and also because Cid's space backstory wasn't in Rebirth). ]
How'd you hear about them? Do they travel from planet to planet?
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[ Argenti confirms right away, because he has no issues doing so. He kind of forgets from time to time other people do not do space travel, but he is always happy to talk about it.
Exhibit A: ]
You would also be correct that they do travel from planet to planet. That is indeed how I heard of them. I suppose it became like that due to the fact that Idrila went missing one day, and so in order to find her, as well as protect and spread Beauty across the universe, those of the Knights of Beauty must have started to travel throughout space itself. The same goes for the Mirror Holders, as well.
Oh, and I am not entirely sure if space travel is common where you're from, however it certainly is in my universe!
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It's not, but I won't be surprised if Shinra tries it sometime. They're doing just about everything else anyway.
[ That said, however! ]
Did they ever find Idrila?
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Quite ambitious, aren't they?
[ At the answer, Argenti gives pause, even if he's still smiling ever-so-slightly. ]
No, not a single one of us has not as of yet. But to be certain, Idrila must be out there.
Until I see that light once more, I shall not stop not even for a single moment. I'm sure you understand.
[ He says 'I'm sure you understand' like that's a normal thing... ]
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[ She wants to say that she does, but honestly? ]
I don't know. What about your loved ones, Argenti? I bet they miss you.
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...I'm sorry?
[ His friends, perhaps? Not that he's exactly all that close to them as of yet. Or...well... ]
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[ She smiles, unsure, before she looks away and back out at the fields before them. ]
That was probably overstepping, though. You can forget I said that if you want to.
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I think I was simply just caught off-guard! I have no trouble answering, and, in fact...
...Well...to be frank, a Knight of Beauty must always be duty bound to make their journeys alone.
I do happen to go long stretches of time without contact of my friends at times, so they know not to miss me too much.
[ As for his family, Argenti does not really see reason to speak on it; he thinks in the end, answering on the portion regarding his friends is far easier. ]
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I bet they still miss you anyway.
[ That's the nature of friendships, after all. Argenti can say they know not to, but the way their emotions manifest could be different. ]
Don't you get lonely?
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Perhaps a normal amount. I would not want to make them be so sad by my absence, even so.
[ But, he supposes it may be normal, no? He certainly can't control their emotions...part of how people experience their own feelings individually is also something beautiful. Though, he pauses at the question, as if searching for it within himself.
Next, he simply offers her another smile in turn. ]
I am accustomed to a solitary journey. The fact that I must take it by myself at times does not bother me.
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[ Even though she still wonders if he might get lonely from time to time, but that's something personal for him to deal with and none of her business. ]
It looks like you don't have any regrets when it comes to the path you're on anyway, which is what really matters.
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So he offers her a brighter smile at this. ]
I appreciate it!
[ But, he also grants a nod. ]
All the same, you are correct in that I walk this path with no regrets. Difficulties will naturally abound, but I am prepared for those. I believe that goes the same for most people, does it not?
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[ Because really, Argenti's ability to push through difficulties is stronger than the average person's. She's seen it firsthand when he bore the brunt of criticisms at that meeting. ]
Lots of people are scared to do things because it'll be hard.
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[ Argenti says softly...maybe, it's true. He doesn't know.
It isn't too egotistical to admit that others are not as dedicated as he is, right? ...No, it isn't, though he gets stuck on that for a bit - struggles with it, just looking at it from his own point of view. After a moment, he does nod, though. ]
You're correct. A lot of people refrain from taking on certain actions because of the difficulty.
Unfortunately, it doesn't end up making what is necessary to do go away. Though, people can have reasonable decisions for being scared or hesitating. I do not have that kind of leeway, even if I understand why other people would.
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[ It's an entirely different situation, a planet dying versus a goddess missing... yet she still understands what he means. ]
I feel like I owe it to my friends and to everyone I care about to at least try. Who else is gonna step up anyway?
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Honestly, the situations are wildly different, but he thinks due to the nature of what they are, the two of them can in fact reach mutual understanding. In fact, his eyes brighten at bit at her words. ]
I admit, even I have felt trepidation during my journey to find my missing Aeon, but have known well to push pass it for the same reason you had - in that 'no one else is going to step up', to be exact. Except, of course, for other Knights, but it is still apt, I believe.
As it is, yours is quite a difficult burden indeed. Not many would be willing to take such a heavy weight on their shoulders due to the insurmountable effort required in such a scenario.
You have your friends to assist you well. People that support you all the same, though the entirety of the world's fate is more in your hands rather than those unable to lend a hand. Which, considering everything, is more incentive for you to act and have essentially no leeway whatsoever to do otherwise. But, it still takes quite a bit to do so in the first place.
So, in the end, even if our situations are so radically different, I feel that you relating to my own is rather...well, fitting? We both have our own reasons for following ardently our duties.
And I suppose you would know very well how some people may not even understand that at all.
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[ Which, on some level she also gets that. There are plenty of people out there content to carry on in their regular lives, and Aerith can't fault them for that whatsoever. ]
It's kinda funny, isn't it? That we get each other on that level, even though I don't know if I can relate to anything that you actually do. I can't even imagine being a space traveling knight...
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People have their own reasons for it, so he too wouldn't exactly find much fault in it, if at all (situation depending, but for the most part, yes.) Speaking of which... ]
...I really can't imagine you as one either. Not that I do not think you would make a terrible Knight! But, I do get your point as well, do not worry.
Though, I believe I can relate to at least something that you do - that is, adhering to a strong sense of duty.
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[ She smiles, a small, teasing glint in her eyes. ]
But I guess that's why we get along so well, isn't it? We both feel strongly about our own roles and the way we play them... and the things we're expected to do.
[ And in Argenti's case, sometimes that means killing people. ]
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[ Argenti throws her an amused glance at her as she says this. ]
But I do agree about what you've said. Though, it certainly does help that we are also quite courteous to one another as well upon that understanding!
[ And sometimes you just got to kill people in the name of all that is beautiful. ]
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Well, you’re a very courteous person in general. And… I do like you, even after everything.
[ Even if she has to wrestle with complicated feelings over a decision he made. ]
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It's comforting, and he hopes desperately that will continue to remain the case. That at least they can be pleasant to one another, despite everything. ]
...I shall consider myself fortunate that you do, Lady Aerith.
After all, I do enjoy and cherish your presence well, and wish to have the opportunity to continue to speak with you, no matter what has happened.
[ No matter what may happen, as well.
That being said, he turns to face her, looking at her with a thoughtful expression. He feels like somehow, even if they have said that they understood each other well, by virtue of this conversation...he's come to understand her better, and so he stops in his pace. ]
...That said, I believe that we should make our way back. I do not wish to take all of your time away for the day. But, I am also most grateful that you decided to meet out with me here.
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