The response to her request to speak more is a long time coming - whether Sayaka believes it's due to scaring off "bento" by going off anon, or it's because of the commotion caused by Izou and McGillis, or if it really just took that long for him to decide whether or not to also go off anon is hard to say. Perhaps it's a little bit of everything, in the end.
Ultimately, he thinks of Mafuyu. How can he reach a caring hand out for one young lady and deny it to another in a parallel situation of her own?
And he thinks of his sire, and how he'd find amusement in him allowing himself to be soft.
[Sayaka isn't sure what to expect after that network message. The kindness she was met with at the end of it all, and the envy she has for Bento--in truth, she doesn't expect anything to come of it. There's a part of her heart that's definitely warmed up to them, but she kind of resigns herself to not being able to speak with them again.
And then a message comes in on her phone, not on that post, and that little emoji--she has to admit, it's--]
Celeste-san!!! Or I guess Bento-san would be more accurate?
I'm glad you decided to contact me. I really am thankful for the advice you've given me, even if it's something I'm still trying to reconcile. I think. It's giving me plenty to think about, for the future and the like but...
I appreciate the kindness you've shown me. And I really do hope to be able to put some of that advice into action. Trying to let myself...be, rather than trying to be the perfect person.
...That being said, I suppose...do you have any questions for me? I asked a lot of you, and it doesn't feel fair to ask for so much without giving something in kind. I have some for you too, but I figured for fairness sake...
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[To hell with it, indeed.
The response to her request to speak more is a long time coming - whether Sayaka believes it's due to scaring off "bento" by going off anon, or it's because of the commotion caused by Izou and McGillis, or if it really just took that long for him to decide whether or not to also go off anon is hard to say. Perhaps it's a little bit of everything, in the end.
Ultimately, he thinks of Mafuyu. How can he reach a caring hand out for one young lady and deny it to another in a parallel situation of her own?
And he thinks of his sire, and how he'd find amusement in him allowing himself to be soft.
So be it.]
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And then a message comes in on her phone, not on that post, and that little emoji--she has to admit, it's--]
Celeste-san!!! Or I guess Bento-san would be more accurate?
I'm glad you decided to contact me. I really am thankful for the advice you've given me, even if it's something I'm still trying to reconcile. I think. It's giving me plenty to think about, for the future and the like but...
I appreciate the kindness you've shown me. And I really do hope to be able to put some of that advice into action. Trying to let myself...be, rather than trying to be the perfect person.
...That being said, I suppose...do you have any questions for me? I asked a lot of you, and it doesn't feel fair to ask for so much without giving something in kind. I have some for you too, but I figured for fairness sake...