[ Emotions flit through her. Anxiety, panic, the feeling of being exposed, the fear of judgment, but also, at the end of it, relief. Hehe. Oops. Guess that secret's out! Ai lets out a sigh of surrender. ]
[ It's not hard to see that Ai is very young to be a mother of toddlers, which is why McGillis is returning this video to her in private rather than in a public 'pick up your shit' pile. But her texts on their own don't sound particularly distraught, so that is nice. ]
They're cute and healthy-looking children for sure. And twins, too - that must have been a handful for you.
Not at all! They're good kids Ruby is so attached though, I worry every day how she's doing without her mama And Aqua, he never cries or complains, so you have to pay close attention to how he's feeling I trust Miyako-san and Saitou-san's looking after them but I still miss them dearly!
[ She's rambling a bit! All her worries and feelings these past weeks spilling out. ]
I remembered a song that I thought... might be good for the performance. It's one my group wrote, but... I thought it might be good for what we're trying to do. inandesu.mov inandesuinstrumental.mov lyrics.doc
It felt like a reminder that this world needs. Also my friend Ena chose the theme of the lyrics when we were working on it, and I am certain she could put even the God of Conflict in his place.
Okay! We can use the instrumentals and you can play if you feel like it Is it okay with you if I sing this song?
[ It feels like a special song belonging to Mafuyu, so Ai wants to check. Mafuyu had said she didn't like performing without her group, so Ai doesn't want to push her into collaborating either. ]
There's very few that I would be sad to hear from another, and that's because of what they mean. Some things... you need to get off your chest. The idea of someone resonating with them enough to sing along with scares me.
I'll play it again when I get the chance but from my first impression Your song reminded me of the struggles we've been going through
[ The good, bad, and ugly. It's different from the upbeat and fluffy lyrics that she's used to singing. And speaking of resonating, this brings to mind a dilemma she's been having. ]
Actually I've been conflicted with the song selection As an idol I'm used to singing simple and happy songs but I wonder if they would ring hollow to the people here I was wondering if...maybe it would be okay to also sing about our troubles? Like this song you shared
25 ji Nightcord de. sings almost exclusively about our troubles. It helps us, and the people who listen to our songs. It's okay. If you only acknowledge the good, the bad only hurts more, but because it feels like taboo, it will eventually cut like knives.
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I apologize for watching some of it when I was still trying to ascertain the nature of the disc.
1/5 pls hold
2/5
3/5
I could've sworn I left it with Gotanda-san
4/5
5/5!
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They're cute and healthy-looking children for sure. And twins, too - that must have been a handful for you.
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Ruby is so attached though, I worry every day how she's doing without her mama
And Aqua, he never cries or complains, so you have to pay close attention to how he's feeling
I trust Miyako-san and Saitou-san's looking after them but I still miss them dearly!
[ She's rambling a bit! All her worries and feelings these past weeks spilling out. ]
@yuki25jnd
inandesu.mov
inandesuinstrumental.mov
lyrics.doc
Please give it a look if you have a moment.
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How did you pick this one out of all your songs?
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Also my friend Ena chose the theme of the lyrics when we were working on it, and I am certain she could put even the God of Conflict in his place.
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I like it!
We'll just have to channel her energy and show the God of Conflict!
Will you be playing the piano for this?
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We can use the instrumentals and you can play if you feel like it
Is it okay with you if I sing this song?
[ It feels like a special song belonging to Mafuyu, so Ai wants to check. Mafuyu had said she didn't like performing without her group, so Ai doesn't want to push her into collaborating either. ]
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I wouldn't have offered it if it wasn't. And
I like the idea of people singing our songs.
There's very few that I would be sad to hear from another, and that's because of what they mean. Some things... you need to get off your chest. The idea of someone resonating with them enough to sing along with scares me.
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Your song reminded me of the struggles we've been going through
[ The good, bad, and ugly. It's different from the upbeat and fluffy lyrics that she's used to singing. And speaking of resonating, this brings to mind a dilemma she's been having. ]
Actually I've been conflicted with the song selection
As an idol I'm used to singing simple and happy songs but I wonder if they would ring hollow to the people here
I was wondering if...maybe it would be okay to also sing about our troubles?
Like this song you shared
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25 ji Nightcord de. sings almost exclusively about our troubles. It helps us, and the people who listen to our songs. It's okay. If you only acknowledge the good, the bad only hurts more, but because it feels like taboo, it will eventually cut like knives.
Please sing about the hurt.
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I don't think I ever have...
[ It feels scary to be that honest. ]
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If it makes people smile, I don't mind singing the happy songs! Really!
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But you can also sing for yourself.
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Everything choreographed
I've never sang for myself. I wouldn't know where to start...