[This causes Izou to short circuit for different reasons. HE HADN'T EVEN FINISHED THAT SENTENCE EARLIER!!! HOW HAD MCGILLIS KNOWN!!! THAT WHILE HE HADN'T REALLY FELT IT AT THE TIME BUT REFLECTING BACK ON IT NOW, THE POSITION MCGILLIS HAD GOT HIM IN WAS REALLY HOT!!! FUCK!!
Wait hold on is McGillis just ASSUMING he's the one doing the pinning down!!!! Wow!!! He's not supposed to just ASSUME that Izou prefers to be held even if it's true???? This calls for defiance.]
Hah! Bold of you ta think yer gonna get the better of me so easily a second time.
[ For all that Izou feels indignant about the assumptions McGillis may be making about him, McGillis' actual thought process is a lot simpler. Izou will be the one being held, because McGillis himself refuses to be in that position. And if Izou's not fine with it either, they'll just have to forego that specific form of intimacy.
So he doesn't rise to the challenge this time. ]
It's not meant to be a competition, you know?
[ He hands the golf materials back to the kid manning CRAZY MIKE'S kingdom, accidentally waking them on a nap on their shift. Oops.
Goodbye, bright sparkling neon world. Hello, short walk to the... discreet location down a fork in the street. ]
[Izou at least has the sense to suspend the conversation as they bother the front desk kid, not that they would've probably retained anything they heard, having just been roused from a nap. But as soon as they're back on the street;]
Well why not? Didn't you just say you wanted me ta be intense?
[Sure it's not MEANT to be but also. Surely it should be.]
[ That logic.... well, that logic McGillis can understand. He's never actually had sex with somebody he felt possessive over, but that doesn't mean that the sentiment is alien to him.
He hums, obviously pleased. ]
I'd tell you that I have no intention of getting around like that, but I fear it'd make you too smug.
[ Just a few more steps until the hotel. Despite himself, McGillis finds himself actually looking forward to this. ]
[Izou has managed to maintain excitement without becoming flustered or embarrassed so far, we'll see how long it lasts.]
Well why not? Ain't it just givin' that dumb goddess more bond power or however it works?
[ALSO IF MCGILLIS IS GOING TO BE MONOGAMOUS HOW IS HE GOING TO GET TO MAYBE GET WITH CELESTE AND ELI IF THEY'RE DOWN WITH THAT NOT THAT HE'D SAY THAT NOW???]
[ Bold and incredibly untrue words from a man who has constructed an incredibly elaborate narrative in his brain that somehow justifies going on a nice date.
The conversation is briefly interrupted by McGillis having yet another front desk talk with this time a homely middle aged lady who gives them a really annoying wink as they head off to the elevators.
McGillis ignores this and gets back to the point. ]
And just like I don't need excuses to want this, I don't need a reason to not want something else, do I?
[Incredibly untrue it may be, Izou doesn't know better than to take it at face value. Or well, he does, but time and time again, his desire to be wanted and prized wins out over his attemted skepticism in the wake of betrayal. As much as he tries to be cynical, it's simply not in his nature.
Such a bold statement of clear intent has him somewhat in a daze until the elevator doors slide shut behind them and he yanks on McGillis's collar to pull him down for a kiss.]
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[ Talk about forceful...! McGillis is actually surprised by the sudden movement, but it only takes half a second until he's caught himself and--
Well, elevator rights are notoriously short so he holds back from pressing Izou against the wall, even though doing so is extremely tempting.
But he does kiss back with full intensity, taking all that Izou is willing to bestow on him until the doors open again and they're in clear view of a thankfully empty hallway. ]
[ Izou... You're so lucky McGillis is used to being the organizational brain. ]
15... that way.
[ It's only three doors down the hall to the left and then McGillis gets to unlock the door into their private domicile for the night. The door clicks shut behind them with a sense of finality. They're alone now, well and truly.
McGillis turns to Izou with a small smile and lowered eyelids. ]
Restraining me is off limits and I'm not going to be on the receiving end. Other than that, I'll give you everything you could want.
[Everything!! How can McGillis be so sure he can deliver on that!! Izou is already letting his hoodie fall to the floor and proceeding to unbutton his shirt. Gotta get those wet clothes off, after all.]
Lucky fer you that's how I prefer it. [He wouldn't normally admit it so freely but... It seems only fair to meet that frankness.]
B-but! Don't think that means I'm just gonna let ya do whatever you want with me!
[ McGillis had been pretty confident that Izou would be receptive to doing things this way around, but having the last bit of doubt removed is going to spare them some awkwardness in trying to reason things out later.
For a second McGillis can't help but give a look to the haphazard way Izou deposits his poor hoodie on the ground, but given the context he's going to forgive it. ]
No, but you'll let me do whatever you want with you, right? I'd like to.. How did you put it earlier...? Ah yes. Unravel you.
[ Sorry, he's insufferable. But at least his closing the distance so he can help Izou with those buttons. ]
[Yeah that choice of words combined with the closeness of McGillis finally gets Izou to fluster. Yes he very much wants to be unraveled.
He almost barks out something about not letting his guard down fully, but... He does want to. Even if part of him thinks he shouldn't. It feels like way too much work to put in for this to be some sort of long con. Surely.]
That's... Yeah.
[His voice slightly hoarse, as McGillis undoes the last button, he sheds his shirt with just as little ceremony, before reaching up to untie his hair. As it falls around his shoulders, it becomes more readily apparent just how much hair he has. It's so fluffy. He then plants a hand on McGillis's chest and with a gentle push;]
[ If Izou hadn't untied his hair here, McGillis would have done it for him soon enough. He's been curious to see how it looks falling free, and he's not disappointed by the view. It feels unusual, intimate, personal... McGillis can't resist running a hand through the locks before he complies with the request and maneuvers to the bed... by walking backwards, pulling Izou along with him. Like hell is he letting go now.
So when he gets on the bed, it's with his arm hooked around Izou's waist to pull him down onto his lap. ]
[Well. Izou was going to end up here anyway, though he'd planned to take his wet pants off first. Guess he'll remain like this for a bit.
He already likes this position, but the compliment just fluffs him up more. That's right!! Praise him!! He settles into place, the movement of his hips definitely entirely innocent and with no ulterior motives (lie). He then leans down to start gettin Mcgillis's shirt off as well.]
[ McGillis hums appreciatively at that totally accidental friction between them, clearly a harmless byproduct of Izou simply settling down.
McGillis is wearing a button down shirt and a light suit jacket, the latter of which he already shrugs off while Izou gets to work on his buttons. ]
I can imagine... but I won't have to rely on imagination for long, will I?
[ His hands snake up Izou's torso now. While McGillis had been entirely immune to the visual fanservice in the palace, one shouldn't take that to mean that he's incapable of appreciating a toned body. Now, in the right mood and atmosphere, he's glad to run his fingers all over, imagining the deadliness of those muscles all the while. ]
[Muscles honed specifically for killing! Izou enjoys both the sense of appreciation and the simple act of being touched. He's never been good with words, and besides it's so much easier to lie with one's mouth than body. Touch is good.
As soon as the buttons are undone he's leaning down, licking a stripe across McGillis's chest to his target, a nipple, where he immediately makes good on his threat of biting. Marking. Planting his flag on the moon as it were.]
[ McGillis gasps, low and understated but still audible. This is the kind of attention he wouldn't have let previous partners get away with, but despite all that McGillis is telling himself about using the other man, Izou is different. He's never slept with anybody he was invested in before. Every last hookup had been carefully calculated to be just about sex and nothing else, names and faces already blurring together in his memory. It's easy to forget those men. Forgetting Izou would be harder. After all, McGillis has been wholly marked by him already.
Izou will find that future scar removal technology is truly excellent - McGillis had once had a flawless body, unmarred by the dark memories he carries. That flawlessness is no more. Whether it's his chest or his shoulder, there are sword scars running over McGillis' pale skin now, tangible reminder of every time they'd been at odds. Not a single person would ever be able to doubt that Izou had been here first. ]
Yes, you never hesitate at all.
[ Not in anger and violence, and not in this. That's why McGillis wants him. That's why he lowers his hands until he can cup Izou's ass through his clammy jeans and roll his own hips up against him, more teasing than seriously chasing friction. The groping is very real though. ]
[A different person would feel guilt at the visible reminder of the pain he inflicted on the other man. As if it made him undeserving of the attention he was getting and giving now. In fact, even if it was a different person than McGillis, Izou might have hesitated. But he trusts that to McGillis, it takes only a little reframing to change the marks of violence to something more romantic. Violence comes from strong emotions, and those are meaningful no matter what.
He gasps a little at the friction, the hands claiming him, the thought of removing the obstacle feeling distant for right now compared to the urgent need to locate the marks his blade left. He knows keenly which are his, and he's tracing over them with fingers and tongue, reclaiming them for his new intentions for this body.]
Hesitation's the fasted way ta get yerself killed, after all.
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Wait hold on is McGillis just ASSUMING he's the one doing the pinning down!!!! Wow!!! He's not supposed to just ASSUME that Izou prefers to be held even if it's true???? This calls for defiance.]
Hah! Bold of you ta think yer gonna get the better of me so easily a second time.
[Please plase please please do.]
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So he doesn't rise to the challenge this time. ]
It's not meant to be a competition, you know?
[ He hands the golf materials back to the kid manning CRAZY MIKE'S kingdom, accidentally waking them on a nap on their shift. Oops.
Goodbye, bright sparkling neon world. Hello, short walk to the... discreet location down a fork in the street. ]
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Well why not? Didn't you just say you wanted me ta be intense?
[Sure it's not MEANT to be but also. Surely it should be.]
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And I meant it, too.
[ He wants Izou to look at him like he wants to devour him. That is absolutely true. ]
But there's ways to do that which don't involve trying to best each other, isn't there?
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... I'm gonna bite you.
[This is his solution.]
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The ways of your mind are a mystery to me.
[ But that's not a no. Izou has hit on a way of using force on McGillis that isn't totally tainted by bad association. ]
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Leaves a mark, don't it? That way if you get with anyone else they'll know I was there first.
[So now he's just competing with McGillis's hypothetical other suitors.]
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He hums, obviously pleased. ]
I'd tell you that I have no intention of getting around like that, but I fear it'd make you too smug.
[ Just a few more steps until the hotel. Despite himself, McGillis finds himself actually looking forward to this. ]
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Well why not? Ain't it just givin' that dumb goddess more bond power or however it works?
[ALSO IF MCGILLIS IS GOING TO BE MONOGAMOUS HOW IS HE GOING TO GET TO MAYBE GET WITH CELESTE AND ELI IF THEY'RE DOWN WITH THAT NOT THAT HE'D SAY THAT NOW???]
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I'm not doing this for the goddess.
[ And he absolutely resents the idea of fucking people to give Braphine power, the fuck??? ]
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I didn't mean it like that! Like it's more like an excuse or side effect than a reason, y'know?
[He would be here regardless.]
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I don't need excuses to want this.
[ Bold and incredibly untrue words from a man who has constructed an incredibly elaborate narrative in his brain that somehow justifies going on a nice date.
The conversation is briefly interrupted by McGillis having yet another front desk talk with this time a homely middle aged lady who gives them a really annoying wink as they head off to the elevators.
McGillis ignores this and gets back to the point. ]
And just like I don't need excuses to want this, I don't need a reason to not want something else, do I?
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Such a bold statement of clear intent has him somewhat in a daze until the elevator doors slide shut behind them and he yanks on McGillis's collar to pull him down for a kiss.]
those of you reading along at home, there be nsfw soon
[ Talk about forceful...! McGillis is actually surprised by the sudden movement, but it only takes half a second until he's caught himself and--
Well, elevator rights are notoriously short so he holds back from pressing Izou against the wall, even though doing so is extremely tempting.
But he does kiss back with full intensity, taking all that Izou is willing to bestow on him until the doors open again and they're in clear view of a thankfully empty hallway. ]
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What... What was th' room number?
[He hadn't been paying attention, unsurprisingly.]
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15... that way.
[ It's only three doors down the hall to the left and then McGillis gets to unlock the door into their private domicile for the night. The door clicks shut behind them with a sense of finality. They're alone now, well and truly.
McGillis turns to Izou with a small smile and lowered eyelids. ]
Restraining me is off limits and I'm not going to be on the receiving end. Other than that, I'll give you everything you could want.
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That's a pretty big an' bold claim ta make.
[Everything!! How can McGillis be so sure he can deliver on that!! Izou is already letting his hoodie fall to the floor and proceeding to unbutton his shirt. Gotta get those wet clothes off, after all.]
Lucky fer you that's how I prefer it.
[He wouldn't normally admit it so freely but... It seems only fair to meet that frankness.]
B-but! Don't think that means I'm just gonna let ya do whatever you want with me!
[He has to say this to keep his pride intact.]
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For a second McGillis can't help but give a look to the haphazard way Izou deposits his poor hoodie on the ground, but given the context he's going to forgive it. ]
No, but you'll let me do whatever you want with you, right? I'd like to.. How did you put it earlier...? Ah yes. Unravel you.
[ Sorry, he's insufferable. But at least his closing the distance so he can help Izou with those buttons. ]
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He almost barks out something about not letting his guard down fully, but... He does want to. Even if part of him thinks he shouldn't. It feels like way too much work to put in for this to be some sort of long con. Surely.]
That's... Yeah.
[His voice slightly hoarse, as McGillis undoes the last button, he sheds his shirt with just as little ceremony, before reaching up to untie his hair. As it falls around his shoulders, it becomes more readily apparent just how much hair he has. It's so fluffy. He then plants a hand on McGillis's chest and with a gentle push;]
Get on the bed.
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So when he gets on the bed, it's with his arm hooked around Izou's waist to pull him down onto his lap. ]
You look good like this.
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He already likes this position, but the compliment just fluffs him up more. That's right!! Praise him!! He settles into place, the movement of his hips definitely entirely innocent and with no ulterior motives (lie). He then leans down to start gettin Mcgillis's shirt off as well.]
I do my best work in this position if ya ask me.
[He likes having some amount of control.]
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McGillis is wearing a button down shirt and a light suit jacket, the latter of which he already shrugs off while Izou gets to work on his buttons. ]
I can imagine... but I won't have to rely on imagination for long, will I?
[ His hands snake up Izou's torso now. While McGillis had been entirely immune to the visual fanservice in the palace, one shouldn't take that to mean that he's incapable of appreciating a toned body. Now, in the right mood and atmosphere, he's glad to run his fingers all over, imagining the deadliness of those muscles all the while. ]
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As soon as the buttons are undone he's leaning down, licking a stripe across McGillis's chest to his target, a nipple, where he immediately makes good on his threat of biting. Marking. Planting his flag on the moon as it were.]
'Course not. I'm a man of action.
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Izou will find that future scar removal technology is truly excellent - McGillis had once had a flawless body, unmarred by the dark memories he carries. That flawlessness is no more. Whether it's his chest or his shoulder, there are sword scars running over McGillis' pale skin now, tangible reminder of every time they'd been at odds. Not a single person would ever be able to doubt that Izou had been here first. ]
Yes, you never hesitate at all.
[ Not in anger and violence, and not in this. That's why McGillis wants him. That's why he lowers his hands until he can cup Izou's ass through his clammy jeans and roll his own hips up against him, more teasing than seriously chasing friction. The groping is very real though. ]
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He gasps a little at the friction, the hands claiming him, the thought of removing the obstacle feeling distant for right now compared to the urgent need to locate the marks his blade left. He knows keenly which are his, and he's tracing over them with fingers and tongue, reclaiming them for his new intentions for this body.]
Hesitation's the fasted way ta get yerself killed, after all.
[Normal things to say during foreplay.]
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