So ya really don't ever think "things would be better if that person was gone"? Like I know yer not ever gonna kill anybody, but what if ya thought more people'd be hurt or killed if that person wasn't?
[Finally excavating the depths of my buried inbox!!
Anyway, Izou frowns. He isn't sure what the right thing to do in this sort of situation is, so he just... tentatively holds out a hand. If she wants it.]
I dunno if it helps at all... but even though when I was gettin' tortured I sometimes had that kinda thought... [Which haha. He hasn't mentioned before but that sure happened.] When it actually came time for it, the only think I could think about was how I didn't wanna die.
[What he's trying to say is, when faced with actual death, you'll probably regret wanting it.]
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cw suicide ideation
... I'm working on it.
cw: also suicidal ideation and mentions of torture
Anyway, Izou frowns. He isn't sure what the right thing to do in this sort of situation is, so he just... tentatively holds out a hand. If she wants it.]
I dunno if it helps at all... but even though when I was gettin' tortured I sometimes had that kinda thought... [Which haha. He hasn't mentioned before but that sure happened.] When it actually came time for it, the only think I could think about was how I didn't wanna die.
[What he's trying to say is, when faced with actual death, you'll probably regret wanting it.]