( mafuyu is... quiet. izou may notice a flinch at the question, and she buries her face in the little rabbit. it shouldn't be this small. )
I- I tried. That's the fight I told you about.
... She acted like I was attacking her, or- or declaring myself a wanted criminal, or something. That nothing I said or felt mattered, because it upset her more.
I remember being desperate to get away from her because I was scared, and-
[Okay. Izou instinctively knows Mafuyu will not want him to kill her mom, but offering to do so is his immediate impulse. So instead he actually has to (gasp) think and formulate a sane response.]
So she got mad that you weren't just lettin' her treat you however she wanted.
I don't want to. Whatever she was going to do to me that day, just her approaching me was enough to scare me out of the house. ... I just want my friends.
[The discussion of whether Braphine will only be able to send them one place has been done to death and it's still all a hypothetical, so, instead.]
Well, even if it ends up bein' that we gotta make hard choices and part ways from people we care about... I guess all you can really do is be grateful of the time you did have with them. But it's probably harder when you gotta actually make the choice rather than it bein' made for you by the people killin' you.
[This is about himself as much as it is Mafuyu, now.]
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I- I tried. That's the fight I told you about.
... She acted like I was attacking her, or- or declaring myself a wanted criminal, or something. That nothing I said or felt mattered, because it upset her more.
I remember being desperate to get away from her because I was scared, and-
Then we were all here.
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So she got mad that you weren't just lettin' her treat you however she wanted.
You know that what she said is bullshit, right?
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( no, because she loves that woman still, and maybe- maybe she deserved it all, after all. )
Yes.
... I just remember I needed to get away from her. ... And now I am. And... I don't know what to do next.
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Not me though, I wouldn't be able ta keep my cool.
[He would just do a murder.]
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[The discussion of whether Braphine will only be able to send them one place has been done to death and it's still all a hypothetical, so, instead.]
Well, even if it ends up bein' that we gotta make hard choices and part ways from people we care about... I guess all you can really do is be grateful of the time you did have with them. But it's probably harder when you gotta actually make the choice rather than it bein' made for you by the people killin' you.
[This is about himself as much as it is Mafuyu, now.]
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( she's quiet, contemplative- the idea of losing the girls hurts. but he's right. ...she doesn't want to think about all of this. )
Yeah...
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[But also.... haha, he meant it!!!]
But... even if I miss my family and you miss yer friends, you're still glad you had them, right?
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... I am, though.