[Shalem makes another hmm, falling silent as he studies Haruka, his body language, and thinks back to their previous interactions (14). How Haruka acted back then. Where his eyes strayed, the words he used.
Hmm. He thinks he has a hunch, but...? The only proper way to test that hunch is to say something.]
I wonder... is an attraction considered bad intent?
[His face goes scarlet, and he covers his cheeks as if that's actually going to help cover up the fact he's blushing. He wants to crawl into a hole and never come out.
It's bad enough that he has to admit that, yeah, okay, he thinks Shalem is pretty attractive, and the delight he had in bloodshed didn't make him any less hot. But adding the fact that it was obvious enough to get called out for it? He's done. He's dead. We're so over.]
[But then Haruka gets a hold of himself and cuts the crisis off, though the redness in his cheeks doesn't fade.
He takes a breath to calm himself, though he's having a hard time making eye contact, staring at a spot on the wall instead of Shalem. He's still pretty embarrassed for being called out... But it's fine, it's fine, it's not that big of a deal.]
That... would depend on if you have a problem with it, wouldn't it? Because it's not like I would ever do anything about it.
[Unless Shalem wanted him to...? Realistically, would he be that lucky? Probably not, but that's okay.]
[Ha. Seems like he was right. He's rarely wrong when it comes to people, even if he had to make a big leap in logic and then a bigger leap of faith that his idea was right. He's getting rusty, and he really should fix that.]
I prefer men myself, you don't need judgement from there. [But he's going to tease a bit.] Though I'm sure most would judge you for your choice.
[Especially after that display in Atem's palace! Shalem himself is embarrassed, he was acting like a boy who'd just discovered a vice. He was taught to have more dignity than that, thank you!]
[Okay maybe it is fair to question his taste, but whatever. Somehow that wasn't a turnoff because Haruka is stupid and keeps thinking about how Shalem ended up like this and how he's pleasant company and the only person so far Haruka feels is on his level as a performer even though their performances are very different and—
He needs to stop. He's annoyed at himself and how cringy he is. Just because someone hasn't taken advantage of him means he has to be so pathetic!! Just because it's rare doesn't mean it's anything special.]
And you're one of those people judging my choice? I don't care about what anyone else would think.
However, I would have judged you more if I were the type who prefers long-term relationships over purely physical ones. [Can Haruka even parse what he's trying to say? He's too much of a virgin, surely.
But of course Shalem isn't actually proposing something. He's just insinuating that he's a hoe, not a homemaker.]
No, just that my only experience with weapons is with props that are much lighter.
[He looks over at the staff, and the gears in his head are turning. Fuck it, why not embarrass himself more at this point and do what he does best, contradict himself and make things worse for him.]
[Hmm. Of course Shalem picks up on what he's putting down, because he's not at all subtle about it.
If Haruka is going to be like that--
Shalem looms over Haruka, an impassive look on his face-- not the usual one, the soft, contemplative, almost sleepy gaze he has on any given day, but instead sharp-eyed and focused. He's just not conveying any expression right now. Then he leans over, and his tail inserts his quarterstaff between Haruka's legs. Leaves it there, resting against a thigh, a long stick of solid, hard wood.]
Will you really? [His voice is deep, soft, almost raspy. One that can only be described as a bedroom voice.]
[Somehow, Haruka doesn't immediately burst into flustered yelping or floundering as Shalem looms over him. Maybe because he's already decided that if he's just going to throw caution to the wind and to be less concerned with being an idol in a place that doesn't know who he is.
(Everything he's done here already would tank his reputation, so what's pushing the envelope even further? Even if he knows he still struggles with being too soft-hearted, he's convinced himself he'll be fine with whatever happens next. Maybe a one-night stand might actually not be so bad, when this might be his only chance to have one before he has to worry about the paparazzi again.)]
I'd certainly like to give handling it a try.
[He puts a hand on the staff as if he's planning on taking it from him, fingers resting just above where Shalem's tail is looped around it, but then he's brushing his fingers over dark scales, curious about how the feel. Hhe e keeps his eyes on Shalem's though, chin tilting upwards even though that doesn't do anything at all to make it feel less overwhelming. Shalem's already much bigger than he is, and he's incredibly imposing like this—but that's half the appeal, isn't it?
(He might be less cocky right now if he knew that snakes have two dicks, but that's knowledge he doesn't have, in case you were wondering about that 2 I rolled earlier.)]
[Shalem's perception is still on point right now. He can tell Haruka is no longer talking about the weapons, though that was of course obvious.
The end of his tail curls around Haruka's fingers so he can hold it all he likes, brush over all of those smooth, slightly cool scales, like handling luxury, premium-quality leather, while Shalem takes the staff and katana off of his bed to stash them somewhere else. And then he places his hands on Haruka's shoulders, pushing down slightly. That's one last chance for him to show resistance-- to say no, stop, and then leave. Because, otherwise, Shalem will act on those signals he's been sending.
He's neither blind nor a rock statue of a serpent. Plus, it's been a while, and he's only just gotten free of the troubles plaguing him for years and years. Why should he not give himself something?]
[His tail is nicer to touch than he imagined—not that it's something he thought about much at all? Just an idle curiosity, since it's not like he's met many people with animal features before... But any thoughts of smooth scales leave his mind as he gets pushed backwards. He doesn't put up any protests, though the blush returns to his cheeks.]
You're really handsome up close.
[He's not sure where to place his hands, but—Shalem should already know, right? It's probably painfully obvious, but he should say something just for posterity's sake.]
I haven't done this before, so... just tell me what to do.
[He's very good at following directions! And he's desperate to please! So he'll try not to fumble too badly through this. (At least he knows there's more than two sex positions, unlike some other loser virgins in this game.]
I know. [That he's handsome? That Haruka doesn't know what to do? Or both? (It's usually better to assume both.)]
If you're not sure what to do, you can always hold onto me.
[And he really does mean that, because he doesn't mind being held onto. And Haruka may just need it because Shalem is already leaning down to lick him on the lips once, to get both of theirs damp, before kissing him.]
[Wow, okay!! Haruka rolls his eyes at that, but! He doesn't pout, this time.]
Alright... Sounds like a plan.
[Kissing is at least somewhat familiar territory—Shalem doesn't get to take all of his firsts, though his last kisses were years ago, when he was still living in America. Chaste and fumbling with one of his castmates, as you do, and he was so worried that someone else would find out.
He's not really worried about anyone finding out about this, though, so he can relax and enjoy himself. He kisses back eagerly, moving his hands up to rest around Shalem's shoulders instead of awkwardly laying against the bed, and his eyes slide closed. (He remembers being weirded out by all the staring the last guy he kissed did...)
Shyly, he parts his lips, silently asking for more.]
[Haruka asked, and Shalem answers. He gives over his forked tongue, slipping into Haruka's mouth and tilting his head for a more comfortable fit between their mouths. But he's not just kissing, he's busy elsewhere as he initiates a sloppy dance between their mouths.
Down below, one of his hands is moving about, making Shalem adjust his weight onto just the one arm next to Haruka's head. His wandering hand squeezes Haruka's thigh, before moving up ever-so-slowly, following the inseam. He takes his time to do this, with his fingers, to really get Haruka's attention, and his blood pumping from anticipation.]
[The forked tongue startles him for a moment, Haruka briefly forgetting how inhuman Shalem is, but it's not bad. Just different, and he wonders how it would feel elsewhere.
Not that he has much time to think about blow jobs when there's a hand on his thigh, squeezing. He tries to spread his legs wider, to give Shalem more space to settle in between them and so he can roll his hips up, as if he can get Shalem to move faster. He'd be embarrassed by how he's almost completely hard already from just kissing—but he's an over-eager virgin about to get fucked by one of the hottest men he's ever met. Cut him some slack!!
One hand stays in Shalem's shoulder, but the other drifts down his chest and side, curiously feeling the muscles there. He's careful to avoid any of the crystals growing from his skin, not wanting to irritate them.]
[He moved his hand slowly to wind Haruka up, and he sees he's accomplished what he set out to do, and he's quite pleased with that! So he places his hand over Haruka's groin and rubs, not just to excite him further-- even if it's impossible to mistake that hardness for anything else-- but also to warm his hand up. Shalem would rather not touch Haruka's bare skin with a hand cooler than a human's, that would not be so exciting.
Shalem breaks away from the kiss in favour of licking Haruka's neck, though he keeps his fangs to himself-- for now.]
Curious about my body, are you? [The muscles, the scars, the scattered scales... Well, he's avoiding the crystals, and Shalem appreciates that.
As he speaks, he finally unzips Haruka's pants and reaches inside with his hand to greet Haruka's cock by brushing calloused, scarred fingers over it.]
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That all depends on you. [He rests his arm on his knee, and his chin on his open palm.]
It's not as if I know instinctively what your questions are.
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[honking his clown nose]
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Or... is this an attempt at preserving yourself, to get on my good side?
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[Rude! As if Haruka has anything to gain from this besides his safety, which isn't all that important in the scheme of things.]
I'm not trying to get close to save my own skin.
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Hmm. He thinks he has a hunch, but...? The only proper way to test that hunch is to say something.]
I wonder... is an attraction considered bad intent?
1/???
[Haruka blinks at him, genuine confusion crossing his face. What is Shalem... talking about...
Ah.
Ah?
AAAAAAAAAA—
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It's bad enough that he has to admit that, yeah, okay, he thinks Shalem is pretty attractive, and the delight he had in bloodshed didn't make him any less hot. But adding the fact that it was obvious enough to get called out for it? He's done. He's dead. We're so over.]
fin,,,,
He takes a breath to calm himself, though he's having a hard time making eye contact, staring at a spot on the wall instead of Shalem. He's still pretty embarrassed for being called out... But it's fine, it's fine, it's not that big of a deal.]
That... would depend on if you have a problem with it, wouldn't it? Because it's not like I would ever do anything about it.
[Unless Shalem wanted him to...? Realistically, would he be that lucky? Probably not, but that's okay.]
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I prefer men myself, you don't need judgement from there. [But he's going to tease a bit.] Though I'm sure most would judge you for your choice.
[Especially after that display in Atem's palace! Shalem himself is embarrassed, he was acting like a boy who'd just discovered a vice. He was taught to have more dignity than that, thank you!]
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He needs to stop. He's annoyed at himself and how cringy he is. Just because someone hasn't taken advantage of him means he has to be so pathetic!! Just because it's rare doesn't mean it's anything special.]
And you're one of those people judging my choice? I don't care about what anyone else would think.
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However, I would have judged you more if I were the type who prefers long-term relationships over purely physical ones. [Can Haruka even parse what he's trying to say? He's too much of a virgin, surely.
But of course Shalem isn't actually proposing something. He's just insinuating that he's a hoe, not a homemaker.]
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Well, I can't have any relationships, so you don't have to worry about me wanting anything from you.
[lol. lmao.]
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But there's one thing I want. [What a smooth segue! Kind of. He points at the sword.]
I have never see you use that. Why?
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The sword?
[He glances down at it.]
It's just kind of tricky to use, and it's not like I get a lot of chances to attack with everyone getting mindcontrolled and shit all the time.
[also i roll like garbage]
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He stands and his tail snatches his staff, making it dangle in front of Haruka.]
I find that this stifles me. Would you like to trade?
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[He looks over at the staff, and the gears in his head are turning. Fuck it, why not embarrass himself more at this point and do what he does best, contradict himself and make things worse for him.]
Sure, I wouldn't mind having your rod.
[double entendre implied?? wow—]
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If Haruka is going to be like that--
Shalem looms over Haruka, an impassive look on his face-- not the usual one, the soft, contemplative, almost sleepy gaze he has on any given day, but instead sharp-eyed and focused. He's just not conveying any expression right now. Then he leans over, and his tail inserts his quarterstaff between Haruka's legs. Leaves it there, resting against a thigh, a long stick of solid, hard wood.]
Will you really? [His voice is deep, soft, almost raspy. One that can only be described as a bedroom voice.]
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(Everything he's done here already would tank his reputation, so what's pushing the envelope even further? Even if he knows he still struggles with being too soft-hearted, he's convinced himself he'll be fine with whatever happens next. Maybe a one-night stand might actually not be so bad, when this might be his only chance to have one before he has to worry about the paparazzi again.)]
I'd certainly like to give handling it a try.
[He puts a hand on the staff as if he's planning on taking it from him, fingers resting just above where Shalem's tail is looped around it, but then he's brushing his fingers over dark scales, curious about how the feel. Hhe e keeps his eyes on Shalem's though, chin tilting upwards even though that doesn't do anything at all to make it feel less overwhelming. Shalem's already much bigger than he is, and he's incredibly imposing like this—but that's half the appeal, isn't it?
(He might be less cocky right now if he knew that snakes have two dicks, but that's knowledge he doesn't have, in case you were wondering about that 2 I rolled earlier.)]
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The end of his tail curls around Haruka's fingers so he can hold it all he likes, brush over all of those smooth, slightly cool scales, like handling luxury, premium-quality leather, while Shalem takes the staff and katana off of his bed to stash them somewhere else. And then he places his hands on Haruka's shoulders, pushing down slightly. That's one last chance for him to show resistance-- to say no, stop, and then leave. Because, otherwise, Shalem will act on those signals he's been sending.
He's neither blind nor a rock statue of a serpent. Plus, it's been a while, and he's only just gotten free of the troubles plaguing him for years and years. Why should he not give himself something?]
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You're really handsome up close.
[He's not sure where to place his hands, but—Shalem should already know, right? It's probably painfully obvious, but he should say something just for posterity's sake.]
I haven't done this before, so... just tell me what to do.
[He's very good at following directions! And he's desperate to please! So he'll try not to fumble too badly through this. (At least he knows there's more than two sex positions, unlike some other loser virgins in this game.]
NSFW from now on, uwu
If you're not sure what to do, you can always hold onto me.
[And he really does mean that, because he doesn't mind being held onto. And Haruka may just need it because Shalem is already leaning down to lick him on the lips once, to get both of theirs damp, before kissing him.]
owo
Alright... Sounds like a plan.
[Kissing is at least somewhat familiar territory—Shalem doesn't get to take all of his firsts, though his last kisses were years ago, when he was still living in America. Chaste and fumbling with one of his castmates, as you do, and he was so worried that someone else would find out.
He's not really worried about anyone finding out about this, though, so he can relax and enjoy himself. He kisses back eagerly, moving his hands up to rest around Shalem's shoulders instead of awkwardly laying against the bed, and his eyes slide closed. (He remembers being weirded out by all the staring the last guy he kissed did...)
Shyly, he parts his lips, silently asking for more.]
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Down below, one of his hands is moving about, making Shalem adjust his weight onto just the one arm next to Haruka's head. His wandering hand squeezes Haruka's thigh, before moving up ever-so-slowly, following the inseam. He takes his time to do this, with his fingers, to really get Haruka's attention, and his blood pumping from anticipation.]
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Not that he has much time to think about blow jobs when there's a hand on his thigh, squeezing. He tries to spread his legs wider, to give Shalem more space to settle in between them and so he can roll his hips up, as if he can get Shalem to move faster. He'd be embarrassed by how he's almost completely hard already from just kissing—but he's an over-eager virgin about to get fucked by one of the hottest men he's ever met. Cut him some slack!!
One hand stays in Shalem's shoulder, but the other drifts down his chest and side, curiously feeling the muscles there. He's careful to avoid any of the crystals growing from his skin, not wanting to irritate them.]
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Shalem breaks away from the kiss in favour of licking Haruka's neck, though he keeps his fangs to himself-- for now.]
Curious about my body, are you? [The muscles, the scars, the scattered scales... Well, he's avoiding the crystals, and Shalem appreciates that.
As he speaks, he finally unzips Haruka's pants and reaches inside with his hand to greet Haruka's cock by brushing calloused, scarred fingers over it.]
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uses this icon b/c i haven't made more and 95% of his spicy fanart is this face anyways--
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