What, like actin' different? Sure, but then if that's what gets someone ta stick to me, it isn't really me they like, is it?

[He finally sits back down, heavily. He finishes the rest of his glass though this time he doesn't pour any more.]

... I'd rather get tossed aside fer bein' me than have ta maintain a lie.
[Or more like... he doesn't think he could maintain a lie for that long, but saying it that way sounds cooler.]