[ McGillis takes a large long sip from his glass and then finally puts it aside, even if it's not yet fully empty. This is as drunk as he can afford to get before it gets messy, he figures, even as he is dimly aware that it's already messy and he's already very drunk. ]
What now? You think I should've just killed myself again since the first death failed to stick?
cw suicide mention
What now? You think I should've just killed myself again since the first death failed to stick?