[ Maika props her chin on her hand, her eyes narrowing in something like amusement for a second. At herself, or at Aerith? Maybe both. ]

There's nothing stopping me from lying. Or picking whatever reason I think would tug at your heart.

[ Because Aerith is kind, would want to believe her. She gives it a moment's further consideration. ]

But it's not like it's a secret. I'm not a good person.... strip away all the noise and that's what it comes down to. I want to live, no matter how many other people that hurts.

[ You know, the thing she said she doubted Aerith could choose to do. ]